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Finally after all this time my car is at the shop and i could not be anymore excited!! We do not really have the money to get it fixed and in a way were robbing peter to pay Paul. I guess we will worry about that later. Of course the mechanic called and said he could not find anything wrong with it. Its like the universe gives the vehicle a heads up, in fact I will listening to a story on public radio about a guy who worked at a dealership and the dynamic was people would swear something is wrong with their vehicle. In my case they will keep it over night they drove it quite a bit and it never acted up, for some reason this fascinates me.

Currently I am sitting a cafe entitled ground zero having a cheese danish reporting on the road I call it I can pull out my laptop almost anywhere and start a draft. Jon and I biked here and we will probably continue the adventure after my danish digest, as I am now sipping on a soy chi no foam, hot! Yes I said hot the thing is summer or winter i like hot beverages tea, coffee, more tea ect...

I love my bike let me describe it for you; it s Schwinn from the 1950's in great condition it's green like grass and I have super awesome fender's both front and back (also green) there is a bell that took me some time to find due to my neurosis and having the sound already picked out. I must ave been to a million bike stores. There is a table just to left of me and there sits three heartily broads laughing and carrying on asking each other if they know what the world cup is. Im thinking these bitches cant be serious.

Nevertheless I am one step closer to my Frances who I miss very much, Mike called me the other day I picked it up because KI thought it was the hospital to make a long story short which I think most of you know he is my mothers son who abused me and molested me as a child (he makes me sick!) He called because he wants me to pick him up and go to the hospital together. Im like why do not you stand by and wait for hell to freeze over.At any rate I can talk about very freely now because I am not ashamed as I used to be, and with that I do not feel so much like a victim but for him forgiveness is not an option for he is evil and we all must protect our selves ans the children those of us with power every now and then think of protecting the children. Well back to the road.